Me, My Self, and I :D encircling the globe with my trusty D70, one step at a time.. Been so far:France,Belgium, Netherlands, Malaysia, Singapore, Japan, Thailand, German, USA Where To Next?

Sunday, February 27, 2005

sad sad day

don't ask why cuz even I can't tell you the truth...
well, there are some reason.. not really important I guess.. my 6/7
year old pc got whacked out. haven't fix it yet. and I still have a
couple things to transfer...
'll keep you updated sooner or later...

Saturday, February 26, 2005

twisted v-1

Cyber Dugie, me, In collage, hopefully . . .
Hi, My name is Dugie Bones. I'm a first year student to attend the inter-Planetary Relation. The subject is around trading, communications, tradition, social life, etc. Besides the interplanetary Relation or IPR for short, I also attend the IT classes. My Minor is Space Economy and Cryptography. I always like to do some thing in Delta Quadrant University (DQU). I'm the first encryptographer in the CS division. Since junior high, I always like to spent hours on one of my computer just to figure out how a program works. As a first year student in the DQU, I get many of pressure from the IT-AC class. Not likely in IPR, the only pressure comes from the faculty staff. They did give you many pressure, especially because we are the first class of IPR.
My brother Aspire, is still in Federation Junior High. My dad was commanding special forces for the federation. Now, he is a legendary Admiral that saves the Yope(the most respected person in the whole Galaxy) in the ellipse ring incident. Then my mom was an Ambassador for the Dream Planet. They met in Ellipse ring incident. My older brother Souryuu and my older sister Dita both stay on Earth working in the federation headquarters.
As an Admiral, my dad works at the federation headquarters with my brother and sister. While my brother works as an Engineers and my little sisters currently assigned in Designing a new ship for inter galactic travel. Pop's also writes some books. His first book was about urban fighting techniques. His latest book was about fighting in spacecraft. Almost all of his book used by the federation as a reference.
Great, now, can we get back to my stories? As a first year student, I meet many people. Some of them are good men and women while some of them aren't so good. One of them is Sandy. She is a senior while I was still a first year student. At that point, we only met. when Sandy and I met again in CCD, we became friends. We both selected to join FWDT (Faculty Web Development Team). While she organizes the medical section, I'm trying to organize the IPR section. Since it's a broad and is a new subject, I try to get help from as many friends I can help. This is where I met Dita, Mina, Dee, Dexter, and the gangs. We usually work as a team but for the in depth article, we either chose to work alone or to work with the other.
For the IPR study web, we got 2 TB of web space that is use for web-sites, E-mail, and file sharing system. We usually spare the disk at east a gig of storage for backup. As the web master, I'm in charge especially for the website and still hold the Server root access. Every week, the root holder is attending in a usual meeting called WDTM. They report all the web progress there, and we do the password change at the meeting. After the meeting, we usually hang out in Servo Cafe, that place serves the best mocha chino in campus.
After one meeting, I go to `T' cafe. There, they only serve meal starting with the letter T. but that is ok since that day, I want to try their T bones. Mika says their T bones are better than Scurvy 'T bones. There, I met Sandy. She usually hangs out in Servo with her friends. That day, she sits in T, alone, looking blue. In the meeting, she looks ok, but here, it looks like she lost all her data or some things like that. So I decided to sit in her table. Like normal friends do, I ask for her trouble and told her I might help her. At first, she did not reply. Only after I ask her for the second time, she answers. She starts by telling me, in which her boyfriend broke her up that day, after having their nine-years anniversary last week. She says, her boyfriend been seeing other woman in the campus for at least three years. He never told her. I my self is currently not in any relationship for the last couple months, my last is being too stubborn. So I decided to split her up. Opportunities don`t come easy, and she let her guard down. I grab these opportunities to know her more. We chat for the rest of the night. That night, we promise to mail each other every day and to meet up in T cafes' next week. The next day, I receive E-mail from her. I reply her right a way. So does the next day. After the next WDTR, Sandy and I go to the T cafe again. This time, we order tea and tempura. Because this week is the week of Shogun, they serve special Japanese delicacies. We got special assignment that week. Our assignment is to redesign our site so it matches with the shogun theme. Then, we are The only collage students at the cafe. The rest are mostly researchers from the research lab in DQRC. This time, it`s my turn to tell her my problem (I do have problems you know). One of my blade servers goes down and I have no idea how to fix it. My team has been working on it for the last two days. As a first year student, I ask the senior about it. Sandy happens to encounter a similar problem. She says, the problem starts when the server gets only one job for a month. The server still running but it shut down it self when any one contacts it. Even root privilege won`t solve the problem. She says, the solution is simple. Only if the backup tape is available, because it involves system hard boot. After re-booted, it has to be disconnected from the outside worlds. The solution, she says, is to hard boot the server, reformat the hard disk, restores settings, and then starts from scratch. Sounds simple, enough, but the real operation will be as hard as making a new server. Well, it is cheaper than buying a new one.
After talking about the server, we move on to my personal side. I literarily told everything about my hobbies, my past, and my personal life, and even after we end the confersatition I don`t know why I did that. I never do that with my other friends. After an hour or do, we go to my apartment. There, we try to fix the blade server. The attempts made no progress. We rest for the day. She stays for the night. I got a test in the next morning. So I turn on TV and watch the DQU campus channel. They usually give some hint in that channel. I don`t know why, Sandy stays for the night, I thought she will stay if the attempts for fixing the server works. I don`t really have any snacks in my apartment. So I ordered pizza for the night. Sandy also asks me to order some Ice-cream. Looks like it`s going to be a long night. It`s only eight when the pizza and the ice cream come.
We start eating and talking. Since we can't fix the server that night, we decided to watch some movies. Then, I invite her to go to the holo deck and do a Massive Multi Player Holo on-line Role Playing Games. She chose to go and play the Samurai showdowns, a popular MMPHORPG. My character 'Grizzly' is an old fashion archer, while Sandy plays her character 'Sandy' a new age samurai. There were no stories at all. Just pure adventure. The game play involving hacking system, chatting, fact is, if you ever watch TRON, the game play almost imitates TRON 4.0 system. We both go along in an almost equal level.
I'll tell you abut that later. The thing is when we both enter the warnet, a comunity of gamer from the entire cluster of space, I saw her in the list as being a higher leel player b4 and just recently restarted her char. now that is just palin rediculllus. Anyway, we both decided to beta tested the warnet new warroom. as we use from difrent style of play, it became apparent that being a long range-er have it advantage over the brutqal melee.. I beat sandy handsdown... not to make sandy angry, I hop into another warnet just to see their price on some of the item I wanna buy and to go away from sandy. I log-off a second after I heard that Sandy log-off. Sandy then goes straight to my bed. there is only two options available for me at that point. To go to the bed with Sandy or to go back to the holo-deck and start the return home simulation so I can sleep in my holo bedroom. I chose the second option, because I like my holo bedroom. it simulates my old bedroom back at earth. completly, even my old Mac is there. The next morning, I wake up early. Sandy still in her deep sleep when I wake-up. I make the breakfast for two of us. Sandy woke up in around 7. suddenly, she says that she wants to stay in my house for a couple more days. Her things are transported to my apartment that day. Well, I don`t see why she can`t stay. she alread agreed to pay half the rent. Then a question comes in mind, where will I sleep? the apatment is designed for a couple, not 2 mate. I can`t sleep in the Holo deck the whole time. To answer my question, I bluntly ask her. She says that she has no problem sleeping with me and she wishes that I have no problem doing so. She continues to say that she wants to forget her flat that full of stuff from her late boyfriends. I try to cope with the problem. but got stuck with the same conclusion. oh well...
So life continues to move on. As scheduled, I go to campus at 10 o`clock. We wait for professor Vanilla to come and start our mid term exam. The subject that will be examined today is Space Economy and Space Ethic. I`m ready for the Space Economy but I have little interest in Space Ethic. It`s been a boring term in Space Ethic, the faculty always talks about the same Ethic for at least quad time, not once, not twice, quad!
Well, at 10 past 15, the professor comes and starts the exam in 10 and a half. We received two exams that being compressed to a single test. So some number in the exam is a combination between space economy and space ethics. At 12 and a half, I finish the test. It`s quite surprisingly that I can finish it in time. My other colleagues are still battling the notorious question number 33. That number is asking about what should you do, if you meet non federation traders that you urgently have to do business with when the traders can only speak his/her native touge and only wated slave as the buyout option. Heck! It`s the craziest question of all time. you gotta cope with the regulation, economy need, and ethic in the same time just to answer a simple question.
Oh Well, the professor is well known for his craziest. After the test, I go to the maintenance building. There, I met Dita, Mina, and Dexter. Dita and Mina are uploading the site for the cultural Week. Dexter is struggling to reinstall the system on the blade server. The server only want it's original installation, even if the original installment is a decade old. At the evening, we finaly able to finish reinstalling the system. Because I'm so tired with work, I decided to go straight home, where I just remember that sandy is in my apartment.
When I arrived at my flat, I found sandy things already in the closet. I also found out that she already making me dinner. So, I ate the soup she made. Infact, the taste is quite delicious. That night, I decided to watch TV before I sleep. Sandy is already in the bedroom, almost asleep. That night, I try to sleep in the sofa, but I can't. I can't sleep in the sofa. I decided, at last, to sleep in my room, or should I say, Sandy and Dugie room. I thought she is already gone to sleep, but I was wrong. She is not at the bed, she was in the bathroom, relaxing her muscle in the bathtub. So I sleep early that night. Sweet dreams . . .
Last night, I dream something about a game. It's not played at the holo deck, but it rather played in a cockpit. I remember that the game called Danger Zone, or some thing like that. Well, anyway, I do the liberty to take note about that dream. That morning, I found my self alone in the bedroom and sandy aren't there. I go to the kitchen to grab some breakfast. There she sat. with only wearing T-shirts. Never mind! Looks like the breakfast is ready. She forgot the Java. I never can fully awake without a cup of Java. gotta make my java.... After I finish drinking my Java, I start eating the breakfast that consists of egg, toast, OJ, and bacon. It's my first proper delicious breakfast since I move in here. Before now, all I ate is a toast and then I always rush to campus. Well, some changes wouldn't hurt . . .
At the campus, I was greeted by a grim story. Our servers are crashing like a holed biplane. Good things are there's a backup tape of all the data. Still, the problems don't stop there. We have to replace all of our server pronto! I decided not to change it using the same brand but rather replace them using Mac servers. The university agrees to buy the old hardware, and gives us some fund to buy the Mac Server. In the mean time, I decided to use the university server to tell people that we couldn't serve their needs for a couple days.
I go to my class, Sociology 105, professor Vanilla class, again. We already get the test result. not As I predicted, I quite got a decent score. After class, professor Vanilla calls me in. She say that after seeing my progress, she decided to put my name on the draft of her expedition to the unknown space. "A newly discovered part of Galaxy," she say, my essay on "how to interact" put her in amazement. So I tell her that I'm looking forward for it.
Then off I go to my almost late class of cryptographies 303. why do the walk from 105 to 303 take what usually a 5 min walt to a 15 min run? anyway, Today, Mr. Carth decided to give us an assignment to break into his computer. Usually, I look forward on such challenges, but because of the server problem, I know I won't finish it in time. The securities on his Computer are quite steep. I mean, there's PP.(perfect Privacy), no possible back door, well there's one but that backdoor is already poised, strong firewall, and my initial scan show at least three password gates to crack. By the way, he only gave us a month to crack the damn PC. I decided to put the assignment away for the afterburner.
After the long class of Crypt 303, I decided to visit the Server farm. I met Dee and Dexter there, yanking out all the cord out of the old server. I saw a couple of old burn mark in the motherboard. but nothing seem wrong... that's the kind of problems that bother me. I try to find the problem once again. And once again, all I met is failure. I almost electrocute my self that day. I decide, I need a proper rest. haven't got one since a month. to much study I guessed...
When I arrived at my apartment, Sandy almost finish cleaning her stuff. I ask her what she wants for dinner. And she told me that she already ordered a pizza. Anyway, I start thinking about Prof. Vanilla expedition. She didn't tell me the detail, but she told me the coordinate for the mission. I check it at a star map, and I still don't get the picture. But the star map indicate that there's a kind of black hole recently found in the vicinity. the pizza came right away, I pay the pizza, and start eating with Sandy. after a couple slice of pizza, I get an anonymous mail telling me to got to the Spy Cafe downtown. It's a local hangout for the Crypt guy. Sandy asked me to ignore the mail and spend the evening with her at the holo deck.
anyway, I go to the spy cafe downtown. I need some kind of recreation from my hectic schedule. I met dexter and dee together there. they were chatting around. but they seem to be in a deep conversation. they haven't notice me yet so I let them be on their own. meanwhile, I saw Mandy with her boyfriend, sitting in the corner stool. as for me, I sit at the bar, ordering a java, for my late night thinking. I was thinking about the black hole, why does it comes up there. at the chartered region of space? why not in the other region? but more importantly. I am thinking about the expedition. Will I accept Prof. Vanilla offer. or will I stay here, with my current point, I am going to finish my study here in 2 year. but with the expedition, I may have to stay here longer than I accepted.
and my current status with sandy make things more complicated. Will I able to leave her alone at her current fragile status? I doubt I have the heart to do that. but then, who am I? her counselor?
anyway, when I am walking back to my apartment, I was called by Dexter. it seems that hey want to discuss something with me. when I saw the laptop and the VR glasses on their table, I know there's something wrong. but as long as I remember, our server don't have the VR access capability just yet. and our server aren't back up yet.
seems that they notice my change of exprestion so then I was told, that the equipment are prof.vanila's. they say they are the main team of her expedition. anyway, something happening on the Prof. Vanilla expedition ship, Tamron. it seems that something or more likely someone came up there and reconfigured the launching date. the launch are supposed to happen next week, but somebody lock it up and move it up to 4 days. so all we have is 3 day to prepared everything and took off. I don't know how Dee and Dexter get the access, but it seems that they are the initial team member. they know me as the only FWDT member that take double degree, they are my team mate, yes, but they are still my senior. they asked me to wear the vr glasses. I try to put it on. just after I wear it, I saw the security access diagram for the Tamron. I saw two spot being attacked. They already get in from another entry point. I reviewed the system schematic once again. I put the glasses down. And by the faces of dee and Dexter I know that they are in deep shit.
The Professor doesn't seem to notices the forced entry, so we quickly send her a message. right after she received the mail, she quickly send a confirmation e-mail to all of the unconfirmed team member. on that e-mail is also listed the already confirmed team member. I don't see Sandy on both of the list, but I see all of my team member are on the confirmed list.

The Lost Entries
Right after I get into tamron, I try to jack in my computer to the tamron mainframe. just second after I connect it, it got some weird message informing me, and only me, to stop trying to acces the mainframe. since I already atain the administrator right, I totally ignore the message.


*** begin --- twisted Entry --- begin ***
Just after entering the black hole, we emerge into an unknown space. Our communication was cut shortly after we reach sensor range. We knew that this could and will happen. None of us are surprised, but we are being surprised by another ship, just in range of our radar scan. Since that given the fact that we are still inside of the black hole, we can`t contact that ship.
As we calculate earlier, we are going to be in and out the black hole in just a couple second, at that time; we already gather some important data. It is amazing how much data you could gather in just a mere second. after gathering those date, we are supposed to be back from where we started.
And we did, kind of...
We check the sensor, but can't find tamron. The computers tell us that we are in the same coordinate as our first entry. We think that the black hole sucked tamron. that is practically imposible. tamron are supposed to be in at least a lightyear away from the entry point. Don't give me the argument that the sensor aren't powerfull enough. our little ship sensor is the best in it's class. it is designed to be able to scan in any thing in 5 lightyear range. the fact is, it just didn't add up...
We try to search tamron, but we still can't find her. Sudenly, dita give an argument about time travel. even though I'm a bit skeptical about that issue, but the fact that dita brought up are consise. Dita try to explain her theory to the 4 of us. she told that the black hole are maybe a time gateway. which supposed to appear in the gamma quadrant. the time gateway are pretty rare. in this galaxy, there is only 3 recognized time gateway.
and we are not even near the closest time gateway. but there's some argument about this for some time now. anyway, we try to identify the timeframe we landed on. we are trying to do this by id-ing the star around us. we try to make contact on all channel of frequency available to us. our little ship hold fuels for a couple lightyear, and our supply should last for a couple week. we decided that since we landed on the same coordinate, we should be able to reach a habittable planet by a couple day.
we start our journey to the nearest habitable planet. surprisingly, we scaned a civilisation on a supposedly habittable but not yet colonized planet. we approach the planet with coution. from our initial scan, the planet already have a pretty advance space tech. so we try to contact them using radio frequency. but before we even try to send any transmission, we try to listen to their confersation. from what we get, we are facing a very civilised civilatation. and the are talking in english... what a relief. after monitoring them for a while, we decided to go for our first contact. first we approach a space station, we try to make contact, and we do get a respond, audio only, but that's more than enough...
it's a smooth first contact. we recognize our self as a lost DQU student. they recognize they sef as the human, that mean, they consider us as not human. that is just wierd, cuz we know, we are human. anyway, the human, as they say they were, open up a video streaming chanel, which mean they already have the tech and is the same as ours, so we open those streams and start sending ours. our first impression on those so called human is that they are so human. they lookexactly like a human being and to be honest, I'm shoked.
it's unusual that i get shoked. the last time i rememer that I had a shook back in 2010 when I'm still at the age of 10. even at that time, it's becouse I just learnt that I'm the only kid in my comunity that is coss bread. even my brother and sister aren't a cross breader.

twisted v-2

Twisted Galaxy 2.0

I'm here, back at my messy dorm room. you can't imagine how messy my room is. those comunication book on a side of my bed, a poster of Gandhi in the ceeling, my iBook on the desk, together with those OSD cd's, a rack full of coding and text book. my pod is just beside the table as in my mobilephone and my late night read.

So I'm back here. at the discussion, I never imagine have to go back to my room after another night of wild discussions. today is thelongest session in my entire semester. after the last lecture, the only thing I find is field work as I'm now asigned to go back to rusia. I've been there 4 months ago, and that is supposedly my last visit there as an poli-science student... The night is great, but the day course in there is just annoying. anyway, the companies that recruited me seem to like my job there, so they asked my group to be send over, back to russia. this time, luckly, we are assigned on their HQ in moskow, so it will not be like our last assignment. where we are send over to the great plain for 6 monts. but that is better than taking a lecture at the univ back here.
can you imagine yourself, having a room, that you could only stay in for like only 2 month in a year but still have to pay for the whole year.
well anyway, it's already late. And I need to wake up early tomorrow...
I did wake up early today. a bit ealry I must say. The obly reason I do that is becouse I need to say goodbye *again* my sweetest girlfriend. I just hate it when I got an asignment like this.. I barely, almost couldn't stand this anymore. the good thing is, when I got to my gf apartment is that she too had been asigned to the same job. I wonder why they need a buisness major over there. from where I'm standing, I see that they only need univ. student to undertake their legal aspect and a CS student to work on their ancient but still working network, to work their whole operation. but then, I am nobody compared to the company.

Man... I'm very sorry, I haven't introduced my self, and my gf. to tired to even think about you, the reader. anyway, my name is Dugie Bones, it's been 8 year since my last love life. but suddenly I met a girl. Let's talk about it later. I'm curently undertaking a double degree program in UI (univ. of Indonesia) and MPU(Moscow People Univ.) taking a major in Political Science and minor in philosophy. During my free time, I still got that magic with camera, old one I must say, and still practicing Kendo.

Twisted - v3

it all begin in a bright sunny day in Mos Eisley, my home planet. I knew have the necesary power to become a jedi. I was young enough to be an aprentice of a jedi master in a jedi temple near my home town. but I am said to wield to much power. and I cannot ressist the power of the dark side onece my power is enlighten, so they say. but then a sympatic Jedi Master acept me to be his second aprentice. it was Lady Natalie. I just can't belive it when I first met her. she is not that old back then. at the time I begin my training, there's also another boy mentored by lady Natalie. but we never face each other until a couple decade later.

my name is Dugie Bones, I' m now a Jedi Counselor, I weild a lightsaber and a short lightsaber. so to say, I'm the only two handed jedi around. or until the wormhole apear that is.

Ever since the wormhole start to pop up randomly, everytime it brings along a couple of unidentify ships containing some crew member. we already researched the technology to go into outerspace, and to

notes from old mac :)

with the rift of time, I follow you.
With no warning, You jump to my river of time. I have to admit this, I'm afraid you'll be wrecked in the shore of my murky time.

in my life I found your compassion
through compassion I found wisdom
through wisdom I found knowledge
through knowlede I found truth
through truth I found YOU

Sunday, February 20, 2005

nguantukk....

lama nungguin ftp... menyebalkan.. gak bisa lebih lama???

sooner or later

I'll be getting pissed becuz firefox and safari keep getting crash !!!

is this thing work?

cuz I'm not seeing my post poping up in my blog....

Thursday, February 17, 2005

motret tari... lagi...

capek, tapi enak :)
the insider photo only by me :)

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

I became what I fear

i became what I fear most.
From the start of this relationship, I fear beeing so soft, so me.. not that I don't like it or anything, it just that.. ahh.. never mind.. just read my other post!

finish at last...

Kepribadianku yang UniX
Aditya Randi Pratama – 1.1

Seunik apakah kepribadian Randi? Disekolah tampak gemar menyendiri, jarang kelihatan jalan di Mal-mal populer, apasih uniknya Randi? Untuk menjawab pertanyaan itu, kita harus merunut balik ke tanggal 15 oktober 1988. ketempat dimana semua ini bermula.

Hari itu hari sabtu, artinya kantor libur, kecuali pada tahun 1988, libur akhir pekan belum banyak berlaku. Akan tetapi, hal itu tidak menghentikan seluruh keluarga untuk berkunjung kerumah sakit... Sejak lahir, aku telah menjadi pendengar yang baik. begitulah kata orang tua ku.

Tumbuh diantara para pekerja bangunan yang bekerja membangun atupun merenovasi bangunan tempat tinggal kami, para satpam, dan juga berbagai orang yang berhubungan dengan kakek, maupun orangtuaku. hal ini dikarenakan saya selama 6 tahun pertama hidup saya, sudah berpindah tempat tinggal sebanyak 10 kali. hal ini mebuat saya mau takmau, secara tidak langsung, pandai pandai beradaptasi dengan lingkungan saya yang berganti-ganti rata-rata tiap 6 bulan sekali... Selain menjadi cepat beradaptasi, saya juga menjadi semakin gampang klik dengan orang lain, terutama orang-orang yang lebih dewasa. Dampak negatif yang saya rasakan sekarang adalah karena saya dan keluarga sering berpindah-pindah tempat tinggal adalah saya menjadi tidak memiliki teman sebaya yang bisa saya ajak bermain, kalaupun ada, siftnya sementar. Saya minder kalo melihat ada teman yang memiliki teman masa kecil yang tinggal dekat dari rumah. kayaknya mereka punya sesuatu yang saya gak akan bisa dapet.

Selain tumbuh menjadi anak yang soliter, keadaan saya di”perparah” dengan adiksi saya akan berbagai hal mekanikal dan elektronika serta adiksi saya yang terhadap buku yang mencapai puncaknya ketika saya kelas 2 SMP... Mulai dari LEGO, Dell, Dos, Mac, TingkerToy, segala macam mainan mekanikal saya jajali... Hal ini membuat saya tambah soliter. Adiksi saya akan buku sepertinya menjadi adiksi komplementer yang ikut secara langsung ketika saya menjadi berminat dengan hal-hal mekanikal. Dengan membaca, saya menjadi lebih berminat dengan hal-hal mekanikal, dan juga dengan menulis.

Beranjak dari hal-hal mekanikal, saya menemukan pelarian saya yang kedua.. Sebetulnya sih bukan pelarian, tapi lebih kepada adiksisaya yang ke tiga,. Pada saat saya kelas 3, saya menemukan Organisasi Kepramukaan. Organisasi sosial pertama saya yang membuat saya lebih peka terhadap lingkungan saya. Selain membuat saya lebih peka, pramuka juga sedikit banyak membentuk kepribadian saya. Walaupun tidak terlihat secara langsung, tapi saya merasa bahwa setelah 7 tahun saya bergelut dengan kepramukaan, saya menjadi seseorang yang lain. Tapi sesuatu itu membuat saya sangat gembira, entah apa hal itu...

Sebelum saya bisa sampai ke tingkat kegembiraan itu, selama 6 bulan saya secara tidak resmi dikucilkan oleh teman-teman satu angkatan. Semua itu karena saya terlalu vokal dalam menyampaikan pendapat saya. Mungkin karena pengaruh “anak pertama, cucu pertama” yang membuat saya keras kepala. Dan mungkin karena pengaruh paham sosialisme yang membuat saya **sangat** vokal dalam menentang komersialisme, benda-benda mainstream, dll. Saya merasa bahwa sosialisme juga membuat saya berkenalan dengan Linux. Tidak secara langsung.

Memasuki dunia SMA saya menjadi lebih aktif, lebih terbuka, akan tetapi, saya tetap menjadi orang yang tahu terlalu banyak. Istilah teknisnya “Information Overload”. Mungkin tidak separah ketika ketika di SMP, akan tetapi tetap saja saya merasa terlalu “geeky” untuk teman-teman saya yang lain. Untungnya saya menemukan beberapa teman yang sama ataupun lebih geeky dari saya....

Ada satu lagi yang ikut serta membentuk kepribadian saya. Seperti yang saya katakan diatas, ada masa dimana saya dikucilkan oleh hampir seluruh angkatan. Disaat saya ditinggalkan oleh teman-teman saya di sekolah, saya mencari teman di internet. Dan di Internet juga saya menemukan pelarian saya yang lain. Di Internet juga lah saya paling lama menghabiskan waktu saya sekarang...

Sudah setahun ini saya menemukan pelarian saya yang lain. Saya menemukan, atau lebioh tepatnya dipertemukan dengan sebuah komunitas yang secara aktif membahas Al-Quran secara nalar. Di komunitas ini saya menemukan berbagai inspirasi. Ketika saya bersama mereka, saya kembali menjadi kuda liar yang lepas dari kekangnya, dan ketika selesai berdiskusi, saya menjadi kuda liar yang siap menjadi kuda yang dikekang dengan sepenuh kesadaran saya, dan menikmatinya. Kesadaran menjadi modal utama saya untuk tetap bisa bertahan hidup dan menikmatinya. Tanpa kesadaran itu, manusia akan menjadi seperti kuda yang dikekang tanpa memiliki keinginan...

Dari sekian banyak tulisan, akhirnya sampialah kita ke bagian kenapa saya memberi judul “Kepribadianku yang UniX” kenapa UniX? Karena sekarang, saya menganut aliran Open Source. Secara sadar saya mengekspose kehidupan pribadi saya. Secara sadar juga saya membiarkan orang mengkritik saya apa adanya. Saya menggunakan teknologi yang saya kuasai agar orang lain bisa mencapai saya. Entah saya yang sebenarnya, atau saya yang disalah artikan.

Ada satu hal yang membuat saya bimbang ketika menulis tulisan ini. Ketika saya menelusuri kembali apa yang membuat kepribadian saya menjadi unik, saya menemukan juga bahwa didalam diri saya terjadi paradox yang sudah berlangsung selama 3 tahun terakhir. paradox tersebut tidak hanya membuat saya bimbang, akan tetapi juga membuat saya merasa perlu berhenti sejanak dari semua aktifitas saya untuk berfikir kembali, “Apa yang saya ingini untuk diri saya?” Selama 12 tahun terakhir saya selalu menjadi anak yang menuruti kehendak orang tua walaupun terkadang, hal tersebut tidak sama dengan keinginan saya, seringkali ketika saya ingin mengembangkan minat saya di suatu bidang, saya seringkali “dipaksa” untuk mengembangkan bakat saya yang lain. Oh wel “The enlighten often Missunderstood”

for there is no privacy in life, so why don't we make it public? :D
now.. come on you guys.. stop being such a pervert... :D =))
who,I ask, have the heart to read the whole log???
now for those who read it, man.. get a life.... :D

dBones, **without ja_ckall aprovement posting this silly conversatiton... :p
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(20:31:19) dbones: well, I love you first becouse you are a sith.... :)
(20:31:33) ja_ckal666: laah?
(20:31:39) dbones: :)
(20:32:14) dbones: nah.. It's more becuz I see something difrent in you..
(20:32:48) ja_ckal666: different?? like wut?
(20:33:12) dbones: now that I still dont know, I just let my heart and mind battle inside me...
(20:33:25) ja_ckal666: ;)
(20:34:21) dbones: it's just that you, your inner self, even if I only could peek..
(20:36:06) ja_ckal666: what about it?
(20:37:29) dbones: it's just that, I see something, I see that somewhere, I really wanted to go to..
(20:38:23) ja_ckal666: *speechless*
(20:39:12) ja_ckal666: i really don`t know what to say....
(20:39:29) dbones: say nothing, for I became what I fear...
(20:39:53) dbones: *sigh*
(20:40:06) ja_ckal666: what u fear?
(20:40:26) dbones: I fear being me... the very light side of me, the gandhi side...
(20:40:59) ja_ckal666: how come? i thought ppl luv to be "the gandhi"
(20:42:27) dbones: it's just so strange, that you are the first person to see the real me ... that is what I'm afraid of. I've been to long kept being the solitary person that I am...
(20:44:52) ja_ckal666: why are u so.. afraid? you have something really special inside of you.. and i`m thankful just to see the other side of you..
(20:45:25) dbones: I wonder what is that special side? I can't see my other side.. :((
(20:46:34) ja_ckal666: ;) i just can`t explain.. yg pasti you are not like "some guy".. :)
(20:47:15) dbones: :(( I can't help it.. but to cry...
(20:47:37) dbones: *if only this NuxBox is in my room...
(20:47:49) ja_ckal666: lol
(20:48:15) dbones: :-<
(20:48:28) ja_ckal666: i wonder what u see in me.. ;)
(20:48:42) dbones: I see potential. A whole lot of them
(20:49:05) ja_ckal666: really? like wut?
(20:49:56) dbones: a potential to became a leader, to became a lover, and most of all to became a good listner :)
(20:50:13) dbones: *it's getting late, and more typo coming up!
(20:50:28) ja_ckal666: lol~ time to get some rest then..
(20:50:30) dbones: ~o) a cup of coffe?
(20:50:45) ja_ckal666: would luv one.. :)
(20:51:26) dbones: if only..
(20:51:46) ja_ckal666: only.. what?
(20:51:56) dbones: I could be there for you...
(20:52:20) ja_ckal666: you already have :)
(20:52:37) dbones: it's so nice to have someone like you... :x
(20:53:17) ja_ckal666: i felt the same way too.. ;;)
(20:54:30) dbones: BTW, are ever going to be public? :-(20:55:03) ja_ckal666: right now, to be honest.. i don`t really want to.. if that`s ok with u?
(20:55:23) dbones: that is absolutely ok
(20:55:27) ja_ckal666: risihh ajaa.. ppl staring at u.. things like dat.. kyk pw-dennies.. ga ada privacy.. ;)
(20:55:57) dbones: these day, do we ever have any privacy?
(20:56:07) ja_ckal666: lol~
(21:00:23) dbones: well, half the class already know it, the entire city already heard about it, privacy, scramcy..
(21:00:39) ja_ckal666: know wut? us?
(21:01:02) dbones: yup
(21:01:25) ja_ckal666: :-O syp ajaa??
(21:03:11) ja_ckal666: ma~n.. x)
(21:03:23) dbones: let me recount..
(21:04:02) dbones: my whole crew, my listener. that's about it..
(21:04:33) ja_ckal666: ur listener... waaa... oiya siaran kemaren..
(21:04:49) dbones: oh, and plus denies, nindra, acong, syapa lagi ya???
(21:04:53) ja_ckal666: thebujangs pd tau dongg??
(21:04:59) ja_ckal666: acongg?? ko biisaa
(21:05:06) dbones: duh gak tau ya..
(21:05:19) dbones: dia tadi pas OR nanya, "ran, jadian ya?
(21:05:41) ja_ckal666: terus?
(21:06:10) dbones: yah, gw sih gak jawab tapi dia uda tau gitu sih dari tampangnya...
(21:06:47) ja_ckal666: :-< o well....
(21:06:57) dbones: cheer up
(21:07:13) ja_ckal666: :|
(21:08:36) dbones: :)
(21:08:51) ja_ckal666: :-P
(21:08:59) dbones: :o) need another clown? >:D< ~:>
(21:10:14) ja_ckal666: naah.. it already happens.. wut can i say?
(21:10:29) dbones: nothing I presume...
(21:10:38) ja_ckal666: :-P
(21:15:16) ja_ckal666: oh well~
(21:16:10) dbones: well...
(21:16:17) dbones: =:)
(21:16:37) dbones: maybe we should transmit this chat log into outer space,,,
(21:16:58) ja_ckal666: yeaah.. then we`ll have privacy
(21:17:38) dbones: heck, this place is the only place where you could get any sense of privacy.
(21:17:52) dbones: this and an island getaway :)
(21:18:00) ja_ckal666: lol~
(21:18:44) ja_ckal666: aww man! my sister fell asleep in da couch!
(21:19:07) dbones: so?
(21:19:16) dbones: what's the big?
(21:20:05) ja_ckal666: gotta take her to her room.. tara lagii.. kalo tidur susah dibangunin..
(21:20:30) dbones: emang gak boleh tidur di sofa?
(21:20:36) ja_ckal666: nope
(21:20:51) dbones: gw kalo udah tidur di sofa bawah biasa ditinggal...
(21:21:32) ja_ckal666: gw g blh giituu... td soalnya tara nungguin gw..
(21:21:38) dbones: LD
(21:21:40) dbones: :D
(21:21:48) dbones: cium aja...
(21:23:05) ja_ckal666: lol~ asalbgtlo.. who do yu think she is?? snow white?? ;p
(21:23:28) dbones: well, my bro really hate it when I smooch him.. :D
(21:23:48) dbones: instant wake up call.. *da saliva***
(21:24:08) ja_ckal666: =))
(21:24:28) dbones: :p
(21:25:09) ja_ckal666: oyaa.. forgot to thank u...
(21:25:15) dbones: fur what?
(21:25:41) ja_ckal666: thanks for helping me to study pas ulangan sosio.. gila, kelas gue hampir semuanya dibawah skbm.. even si rishad aja 63!
(21:25:50) dbones: you?
(21:26:07) ja_ckal666: eheheh.. just thiiis close dari skbm.. 66
(21:26:18) dbones: :) nice job..
(21:26:50) dbones: ah, tapi ul yang kemaren emang susah setengah mati.. gw aj cmn dpt 7.15 sama kayak yuri.. dibawah prtty :((
(21:27:26) ja_ckal666: :-O ternyataa pretty jago jg.. yakin tuh g nyontek? lol~
(21:27:57) dbones: no comment on that statement..
(21:28:08) ja_ckal666: lol
(21:29:04) ja_ckal666: o well~ better go to bed.. biisa2x besok telat bangun nih.. lol~
(21:29:22) dbones: don't be...
(21:29:34) dbones: wanna wake up call?
(21:29:53) ja_ckal666: lol~ if u don`t mind..
(21:30:05) dbones: I'll try...
(21:30:22) ja_ckal666: it`s ok tho..
(21:31:00) ja_ckal666: ;)
(21:31:16) ja_ckal666: c ya tomorrow!
(21:32:00) ja_ckal666: byee
(21:32:12) dbones: :x bye...
(21:32:24) dbones: I-)
(21:32:38) ja_ckal666: ;)
(21:32:40) ja_ckal666: nite
(21:33:11) ja_ckal666 logged out.

Kepribadianku yang UniX

tugas sosiologi
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Seunik apakah kepribadian Randi? Disekolah tampak gemar menyendiri, jarang kelihatan jalan di Mal-mal populer, apasih uniknya Randi? Untuk menjawab pertanyaan itu, kita harus merunut balik ke tanggal 15 oktober 1988. ketempat dimana semua ini bermula.

Hari itu hari sabtu, artinya kantor libur, kecuali pada tahun 1988, libur akhir pekan belum banyak berlaku. Akan tetapi, hal itu tidak menghentikan seluruh keluarga untuk berkunjung kerumah sakit... Sejak lahir, aku telah menjadi pendengar yang baik. begitulah kata orang tua ku.

Tumbuh diantara para pekerja bangunan yang bekerja membangun atupun merenovasi bangunan tempat tinggal kami, para satpam, dan juga berbagai orang yang berhubungan dengan kakek, maupun orangtuaku. hal ini dikarenakan saya selama 6 tahun pertama hidup saya, sudah berpindah tempat tinggal sebanyak 10 kali. hal ini mebuat saya mau takmau, secara tidak langsung, pandai pandai beradaptasi dengan lingkungan saya yang berganti-ganti rata-rata tiap 6 bulan sekali..

-- ntar gw lanjutin lg...

on the linux

it's nice to be back on the linux enviroment. but then, I miss some of the setting on the install.. so I have to redone the install once more. but that's ok. I'll find a way.

anyway, I have 3 assignment to be done, and I olny have the might to work on two of the assignment. that's not really important anyway. what important is that mind mind is again preocupied with 3 things simultaniously. one is on the school work, another one is on twisted galaxy, and the last resource of my brain is keep on reminding me on to somebody I love. some of you may already know the girl, but for those who is still crying for that oh so special info, I won't give you another peek :)

seeya later :D still have to work on things..

Sunday, February 13, 2005

she is back :)

nice to have you back my sunshine!

anyway.... I have to let my hand flexes their muscle so it can recoqnize the Apple Pro Keyboard.. the layout is a bit difrent than the pc qwerty keyboard. as you can guess, yes, now I'm a proud owner of a 1.6 Ghz G5 :D

been working with the mac the whole night, and now, this very morning, I got an SMS from my sunshine :)
as the beatle sez. "Here Come the Sun, and I say, I'ts alrigt" :)

Friday, February 11, 2005

this is sooo me :)

Monthly romance (by Astrology.com)
If your month starts off a little you-centric, well, that's how it starts off. It's okay to be a little selfish, you know. Just don't go overboard. Talk about it the 3rd, and the 5th, watch out for a couple of tricky old 'issues' that could make a mood-altering appearance. Roll with it and sleep as much as possible. After all, you'll need your beauty sleep to prepare for the double-espresso-sized shot of romance that's coming your way the 7th. Make that two double espressos on the 8th! You could be staying up mighty late! And the 9th, you might not have gotten quite enough sleep the night before -- but you feel wide awake! Kissing is better than coffee any day, right? The 11th through the 14th, you find yourself in 'Relationship Land.' Are you a tourist or a new visitor? Either way, it's sure picturesque. From the 15th to the 19th, you can expect even more natural wonders -- waterfalls, unselfish impulses, caffeine-free highs. Maybe you'll stay for a while. In fact, by the end of the month, you're thinking about becoming a permanent resident

Thursday, February 10, 2005

I'm over the rainbow

apalagi kola ambil dengerin face to facenya daft punk (baru selesai download man..) plus digital love daft punk... anyway... udah beberapa minggu gw gak ngeupdate blog ini karena gw seminggu terakhir banyak konsentrasi ngurusin aliz news.. terus gw seminggu terakhir ini juga banyak motret malem.. jadi gak sempet nge update blog maupun portofolio gw :((
tapi semua itu terbayarkan pada tanggal 8 februari yang indah. di hari raya imlek... kenapa gak hari ini aja ya?
anyway, wat is done cannot be redone.
I for the second time in my humble life make that special connection into real life. for the record, I will not release the name of my special someone, just not yet..
and tommorrow will be more wonderfull than today becuz I know, I'll be waking up loving someone who love me to :)

that's all for today... I'll keep you updated...

Monday, February 07, 2005

bandwidth test di Plasa.com

Bandwidth anda sekarang:

221.6kbps

Anda dapat mendownload sekitar 27.7 KB/detik dari server kami.



28.8 kbps dial-up
33.6 kbps dial-up
53.3 kbps dial-up
56 kbps ISDN
128 kbps ISDN
221.6 kbps Anda
384 kbps DSL
768 kbps DSL
1000 kbps DSL
1500 kbps DSL/T1/Cable Modem

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Sunday, February 06, 2005

argh!!!

my old bike is whacked again.. now I have to build it from ground again...
if only I can do some magic on it.. to bad I have no magic ability :)

Saturday, February 05, 2005

pls Welcome, Dugie Bones. The PRESIDENT of UNITED STATES

and it's happening in the game man.. abis maen 6 jam di Political Machine.. muahahahaha :D