birthday blog entry...

I promise my self to write me self a birthday blog entry, so here goeth...

first of all, I'm still waiting for my TOEFL score, vespa scooter, macbook, and the day I turn 35. Second of all, just a couple minutes before i wrote this entry, the rain start pouring down. it may seems unsignificant, but then, it's the middle of october where usually heavy rain already became a common thing. but not this year. that rain is actually the first rain in this area this month.

moving on. in my insignificant 18th birthday, there's actually nothing going on, just another ordinary sunday. which is kindda a blessing in disguise. I felt somewhat hapier than last year :)

still, another 17 years to go before I could nominate my self to become the next president of the Republic of Indonesia. I already set my first step toward becoming one tho. I study the problem of this nation and how I could solve it with and without being in the goverment. and considering that next year I'm going to uni, i felt that i need to get out of this country so i could see, hear, feel for my self, what other people perseption toward this country is. only by doing so then I could employ the strategy necesary to fix this nation. the leader of this county already set for my generation a good start, but it's not a great one yet. with that platform, I know that I could continue and somehow finish what the founding fathers of this nation start.

wish me another year of ... everything exept the bad things :)

I am pissed today. or at least half of the time i am pissed. some people in my class is starting to get on my nerve. I know it's not good to hate somebody, it just that they are looking for trouble. first off, they are incrediby noisy. no matter where, no matter who, no matter when. it seems that they have only one thing in mind. and that is talk - talk - talk. it occur to me that there must be a reason why those people  act the way they act.
we all could rule out technology, as they all het the same exposure to technology as the group of people that didn't behave like they did.
I think we may blame the culture they grow up with. and to the parent response to their action? . but mostly, blame their peer...