very tired...

I don't know why, but this week in general, I just feel very tired... especially my left arm...
I felt like my left are are getting worse by the day... nd there seems some strengthening in my right arm.. the anomaly also happen in my lower body.. and I still don't know why...

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I need to be angry @ something aren't I? no? why not? becuz I do not know whether I'm still @ my paradise or am I already cross the bridge and go to my personal hell??? I think I'm in neither of both... and that is freakin me out!
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